Spell request

[RavenMaid]

I wasn't quite sure where to post this. It said spell rewuest in th forum so i looked in and i could see a section so i just kind of thought i'd take a chance and post it to see what happens. Ok i'm looking for a spell to find ones self. I've been feeling kind of lost, not only around every one, but i feel as if i have lost me. I'm kind of looking for something to get me back to me-just help me figure me out. I've looked through a few books of mine and i just can't find the right one. I'm sorry if this is posted in the wrong section but can any one help me out?

Thanks
Raven Maid

[jadedsage]

Sure, this is a good place to put your requests. I have one or two at home, if you can wait for me to post until later. I do have one that does not belong to me. Was written and posted on another board, by Lilithwitch. I'll post that below, though I'm not sure if its what you're really looking for. You can adapt it for what you need. I'll post what I have at home when I get home from work.

A 3 X 3 Spell
To get rid of physical, emotional, or spiritual negativity, and to bring forth balance in your life, try the Three Times Three spell.
This spell is best performed outdoors during the 3rd quarter of the moon. You will need one black candle, a small spool of cotton twine, a small amount of lamp oil, a deep dish to contain the candle, sand to fill the dish, and a sharp knife or Witch’s athame. Using the knife/athame, inscribe the name of the person, or word symbolizing the negative situation you are experiencing, near the bottom of the candle.
Place the candle between your palms and breathe on the candle three times. With each breath, imagine you are exhaling the negativity you have received onto the candle.
Take the cotton twine, and tie it around the base of the candle so that at least two feet of twine hangs from the knot. Begin tightly coiling the twine around the candle in a counter clockwise direction. While doing so visualize a giant, protective, mirrored egg surrounding you and repeatedly chant:
Three time three, as ye have sown
Is thine to reap, thy harvest grown.
For best, for worst, for praise or chide,
The Gods alone your fate decide!
Continue wrapping the candle with the twine until you have spiraled to the top, covering every bit of the candle. Loop the twine, tying it in a knot to one of the coils at the top near the wick. Next, take the oil and liberally smear the twine and candle with it -- cover every inch of the entwined candle. Pour the sand into the dish and then wedge the candle into the sand so that it stands erect, then light it on fire. Watch as the candle melts away, knowing that the magical attack has been deflected.

[jadedsage]

To personalize the spell for what you need, I would enscribe your name with a word describing the negative situation you are trying to get rid of. For instance perhaps using a runic symbol for instability, or a different magical symbol such as the bars to represent halting the situation where it stands, or a sickle to represent letting go of concepts or final stages of a cycle and transformation. You can also use a dual spiral to represent finding your tru path in life, or inner guidance and spiriuality.
An alternative chant could be this one that I've written:

By Earth, and Wind, Flame and Sea
Balance now does come to me.
To feel within, what's seen without,
The body and the soul.
By my Will and Word this spell is cast,
My Spirit now be whole.

Remember to begin your spellwork by clearing and releasing. Allowing yourself time to complete the spell without interruption. I'm sure that if this variation doesn't work for you either, that there are meditations that you can do to help. Just ask, and we'll help all we can.